Do you have a prayer request regarding your healing? Add it here and I will pray for you.
UCanWalkonWater
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Do you have a prayer request regarding your healing? Add it here and I will pray for you.
My name is Dallas. I am now 52. My life has been filled with my 3 sisters being molested on several occassions and I was present but no memories. There is my brothers sucide my sisters attempt, now scitzophrenic and other mental stuff. Mom’s promescuity and divorce from my dad and her nervous breakdown a few times. Raised in legalism and mama’s dominant in family. Men had no authority. I am a born again christian and have just experience a healing of rejection and hurts going back to when I was a child. I feel clean and am experiencing Gods Awsome love. I still have this thing where I want to impress the opposite sex and seek their attention and want to be accepted by them. I act embarrasingly stupid and flirt and then can’t seem to stop. I am going thru the 7 steps to freedom book with a couple of ladies at church but the breakthrough was through Jack Taylor’s bible conference at our church. I’m just learning of Kingdom Authority and I want it and am studing about it so I can live and walk in it. Please pray that all the junk holding me back from being who God created me to be will be removed so that I can accomplish what he’s put me here for without dishonoring him in any way. I have the deepest desire to please Jesus please help me. Ms Dallas Shields Gilmer, TX
By: DALLAS SHIELDS on October 21, 2008
at 11:45 pm
Dallas,
Based on your prayer request I encourage you to first forgive your family. Don’t look to the action, but the spirit behind the action. Then forgive yourself. Rejection is a very powerful emotion and satan uses that emotion to manipulate you. Being rejected as a child left a void in your life where you need to be loved. You go from one relationship to another to fill that void. Allow God to love you first. Remember, Jesus died for you and the ultimate love is that He laid down His life for you.
You can’t love another if you don’t love yourself. This means that you are a woman of worth, not to be taken for granted. (Proverbs 31)
I will search for Scriptures to help encourage you. In the meantime, read a chapter of Proverbs corresponding to the day of the month. For example, for the 20th day in the month read Proverbs 20.
Be blessed and write to me as soon as you can. I want to know how you are doing.
By: ucanwalkonwater on November 12, 2008
at 3:11 am